7.15.2010

Time Wasted, Emotions Crushed

I don’t wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more. You are my disease, you are my addiction, you are my life. Shouldn’t it be my life? It seems like everything is always spinning around you. What about me? I’m the one who cares about you. I’m not the one who is gonna hurt you. Why can’t you see that? I can honestly say you've been on my mind since I woke up today. Everyday. Am I on your mind? Are you even thinking about me? God, I hate these doubts. I feel like I’m wasting my time. I feel like I’m wasting my emotions. I’m always the one chasing you around. I wanna be chased around. I wanna have someone that loves me like I love you. Is that too much to ask?

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