Cold

Cold is what I feel everyday. Everyday since you’re gone. Everyday since you left me here, waiting and freezing. Not cold on the outside. My skin is warm under these clothes. But I’m frozen inside. My heart stopped beating. Sometimes I wonder if I’m still human. I wonder what did I do wrong. I wish I could run away with you. Away from here, away from this nightmare. I wanna feel the heat of your body, the beat of your heart. The sound of your breath on my neck. I want you to set me on fire like you always used to do. But you probably found someone else by now. While I rot here alone. But it’s ok, I know someday I’ll find someone that won’t leave me waiting in the cold. Or at least I hope so.